Over the past year I have been going through some ass kicking tests. It has been a tough uphill battle but I’m pushing on. I know there are many who can relate which is why I think it is important to share. Personally, just knowing others can see their experiences in mine helps me immensely. I am mostly talking a bit about some ways I am dealing with the hard things in life.♥
Today may be a bit bumpy emotionally as the moon is involved in several uncomfortable or unfavorable aspects with other planets. So be careful not to let it get you too down. The first thing to remember is that you are a concentration of universal consciousness. We are all a part of this infinite whole and therefore subject to its shifts undulations. Noone of us is ever alone in the ebbs and flows that we feel. We can get so wrapped in ego based concern for maintaining a certain image when if we could only feel free to reach out we would have confirmation from those around us that these are universal emotions.
We have to use our capacity for memory constructively in the way it is there to be used. To remember the lessons that we have learned and the accomplishments we have made as individuals. Mentally, spiritually and emotionally you are not the same as you were last year or the year before. The events of your life have given you opportunities for growth. Some you have taken advantage of and some you will see again cloaked in a new time slot. Your life is not pass or fail unless you make it that way, use the experience so when the cycle repeats you are ready to move forward. Sometimes one has to stop and use the progress of the past as an island to escape drowning in the emotional tides of the moment, then they recede.
Our memory is so often hijacked by this mind control matrix we live in. In which we are taught to look to outward symbols to mark our progress. Were taught to want all these stupid fleeting tangible possessions and that those who haven’t acquired them are some how less than fit for this life. Were tricked and deluded into using our memories to undo ourselves, to use our past failures as excuses to not try, to beat ourselves up with them so we feel like shit. When we focus on feeling like shit we attract more things that make us feel that way. Memory is a tool for our learning don’t allow it to be turned into a weapon for your oppression or destruction.